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[rivkat]

Poll #9156 Which Dean?

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Choose wisely.

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1944 Dean: comparatively, better adjusted (only time this will ever be said of him) and a shoulder holster
26 (53.1%)

2014 Dean: thigh holster; your argument is invalid
23 (46.9%)

Comments

[rivkat]

You have to choose! That's why it's tough!

OMG his attempts to smile at the end of Adventures in Babysitting! His face! I agree, not so far away, but I think guilt is different than plain old smashed flat by loss.

[smilla]

But-- I can't. It's like they're two facets of the same man. And in one we saw the end result while in the other we see the work in progress, all the stages. They're both hot? LOL

I'm worried what smashed by loss (especially if the next person he loses is Sam) will do to him, though. Will he become a shell of his former self? Will he put all his doubts and fears in a box and become this automaton only bent on a suicidal mission? What is he going become?